We had to go down the tricycle every now and then because of the steep roads (not because of our weights thank you very much) hahahaha. Result of our hardwor
Epic moment: Ohno Satoshi x The Amazing Spider-Man 2 Cast
Arashi ni Shiyagare 2014.04.19
First of all, I wanted to apologize for everything you have suffered in life. I wanted to say sorry for all the times I neglected you despite all the things you did for me.
I now understand why you gave me to your sister when I was still 1 yr old. You and Pa couldn’t afford to have both of me and my older brother. If you were to raise me, you would have suffered more. You wanted me to have a better life and yes, my auntie gave me that. The education, food on the table, and the love that I wanted from you.
I never blamed you for that. I understand you. I grew up with my auntie and she gave me more than I wished for. I get to finish my education and now have a professional license and a job. However, I didn’t notice you in the background… doing all things for me, serving me, and when I needed something, you’re always the one to get it for me.
Now you’re very sick. Possible for a loss of sight, complications in your kidney, lungs and heart, due to diabetes. I want to tell you how much I am heart broken to see you suffering and struggling. It pains me that you’re trying to hide all of these just because you don’t want to be a burden to us. But it hurts me more that I couldn’t do anything to make you feel better.
Now as you may have noticed, I started saying the things I didn’t get to say before, how much I love you and I care for you.. I meant it when I said those words. You are the most amazing mother, a super woman to me.
I am proud of you because you are very hard working and is always smiling. I hope you know how much it makes me feel better just to see you smile.
I love you so much, more than you know. I always pray to God for your health to get better.
Before, I don’t know what I wanted to achieve in life. But I think I know now, it’s to give you (my parents and my family) the comfort of life that you’ve been deprived of because of us. I will work hard and earn more than enough for all of you. It is my dream and wish to see you all happy and contented with life.
Thank you Ma, for all the things you’ve ever done to me and my siblings. I hope I can provide your needs.. your medications and your dreams.
I remember during my sister’s graduation day (she is 6 years younger than me), you wore the same shoes you used during my graduation.. It’s not because it is special to you, but you cannot afford to buy your own shoes. I don’t remember a time you did shop for yourself… Whenever you have the money, you would always buy for my sister and for us.
Your love for us is never ending.. that’s why I am grateful to God because she gave you to us.
I love you forever and ever Ma! <3
In the top left corner you have depression, isolating you from humanity, telling you you’re worthless and making you feel vulnerable.
Next to her is anorexia. Skinny and evil, she is made of bones and tells you not to eat.
At the fridge is bulimia/binge eating disorder. Binging and possibly purging, she makes you feel gross from all you ate.
In the bottom left is anxiety/suicidal tendencies. Alone, scared and helpless she turns to drugs to end your pain…either for a little while or forever.
At the right of the table you have self harm. Constantly whispering, providing “relief” and telling you it’ll all be okay. If you cut deeper. Evilly enticing you until the pain stops.
In the middle, is yourself. The only one with human eyes. Surrounded by your demons.
Can we just. Please.